I only want to be with just YOU forever~ - Your Guardian Angel: Thinking of quitting GE maybe...

Saturday, April 23, 2005

Thinking of quitting GE maybe...

My being assigned Secretary continues to bug me, with greater impact today.

Perhaps its just fatigue working up on my emotions, but I also thought through alot of stuff today, and made a few realizations.

I for one is a person who rarely does things I do not have confidence in.

I think, as the situation now seems, is that the allocating of manpower and ability to job criteria has gone awry.

At least to me.

I dunno about others, but I myself have a very bad, inexplicable feeling about this right from the start. Its like, I know myself - I'm an ideas person, more than a pen-and-paper, black-and-white type of person. I don't see myself being contented with, or made for doing secretarial work.

Unless there is more to it than meets the eye.

Sharu told me not to be hasty - he'll tell me in person one day. Hope that one day will be soon... Hm...

You know that kind of feeling when you're having one of those lows in your life, when things just don't go your way? Having one of those really bad days, weeks... Yea.

Needing a good friend who understands my dilemma to advice me on this... people always tend to make wrong decisions when they don't feel right. Lol. Yohanne was some help on it... did kan kai abit...

Dunno la. Like my MSN nick, "Confused, Sad, Disappointed".

Like the toy soldier being thrown on the shelf after its been played with.

P.S. Starla's MSN nick : "I saw the DotA female lead I waved at her she never waved back how rude can she be" - LOL... What do you think?

8:24 PM