I only want to be with just YOU forever~ - Your Guardian Angel: crash.and.depress

Sunday, October 30, 2005

crash.and.depress

No no don't get me wrong, I'm not feeling down or low.

Just that the hols are gunna be over so soon, and as semtimental as I am, I start thinking, how much time do I have spending time with these friends I have around me??

Seems like yesterday I just got to TP. Ok fine, last week. Got around 3 more semesters to go, then its "time to move on". How many of these good friends around me today would still be good friends 10 years down the road? Where would we be then?

Plenty of people have told me not to wait for things to happen. Take the initiative, be a man. I've always said to leave things to Fate. How many things have really happened by Fate?

Then there's also the thing about looking back and thinking "G'damn me, I shouldn't have done that!", yea... all the things I wish I could do again, do them right... Well all this thinking sure makes me nostalgic! ;)

Nay enough of grandfather stories... Well, I'm proud to say, I've quit Maple for good this hols (but picked up Conquer xD), and well, I hope to stay more focused the next sem! And I also found a lost friendship... so happy =D

Then there are friends around me who are leaving, or planning to... sigh. Well, I guess it happens. =/

Right now I'm just trying to think ahead, but can't. Dunno how my future's gunna be like. I can't even see a week ahead.

I'm tired.

Well, lets take a day at a time, I guess. =)

8:57 PM