I only want to be with just YOU forever~ - Your Guardian Angel: Day 1

Monday, February 20, 2006

Day 1

Chinese Newsriting paper was today! *makes a sound* Moderate difficulty I guess... Kelly told me to go there and ace it, I certainly hope I did! x)

Had a 'CCC intensive day' with Kelly today. Ahahaha... She kept praising me! Make me blush only -pout Lol... *still remembers I might get Crab legs for b'dae present* =P

Around 2 days back (think so) Moon suddenly came online and MSN me - the same old question I ABSOLUTELY dread. "How many papers you have?" Cos she always go into one of her jealous-upset-funny moods after I tell her how many I have, which is always lesser than hers. x) And I cannot don't tell her, cos she would tell me to "just say la"... Hahaha! Well this time around I have 3 papers (just cleared one), and luckily she wasn't upset (yet) about that. But in the end she still foud a reason to go into one of her moods cos I have 1 paper that starts in the afternoon, but all of hers start in the morning! Wahahahah... Super cute can she. Hmph!

(Warning: The bottom section gets deep - probably only people in the know would understand? =P)

Lots of people have been asking me since some time back - why have I not made a move? Seriously, I don't know... I keep feeling uncertain, low confidence when I feel "Yes this is the moment, I shall make the move now!", and end up not getting any further than what I am at right now. Sad... And the timer is still ticking away. Like, approx 1 year and a little more left ya.

What should I do? Right now I feel I can make a move... but will I be able to?

7:29 PM