I only want to be with just YOU forever~ - Your Guardian Angel: Day 6

Saturday, February 25, 2006

Day 6

Listening to Fuhen by Rin (Samurai 7 Ending Theme), its a really nice song, and the mood sorta got me into the feeling of self reflection...

(Profoundity warning)

I feel very mixed inside right now.

I think the thing I need to do right now is to overcome myself.

I cannot, and will not forget relations. It would seem as if I'm unfaithful, if I do not carry on this what seems to others, the only right path for me to take; and to myself, an obligation.

But when were feelings and rrelations ever an obligation, in these circumstances?

I don't know if its me suddenly withdrawing at the apex of this relation; or I have really found the truth to what I had been feeling all this while. Was it mere friendship?

I could pursue as my heart desired (would that be my personality, or is that a flaw?) - I may have seen a light in the tunnel ahead. But again we never be too sure.

Should I strive for my ideals, my freedom - or should I be entangled in the endless web of obligations - to myself, to those around me?

The answer may be obvious, but can I truly overcome myself?

9:25 PM