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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

For some reason, nighttime always makes me emotionally thoughtful. And think alot. Sometimes too much.

Anyway, to sidetrack abit, here's a sad, dramatic, sweet story to read: http://crazylicious.com/lovestory.html

Went out to dinner with jan yest (and had, and heard for the first time in my life, VEGETARIAN prata - Cool!), was to talk about her problems- but ended up I made alot of realizations about myself while I was giving advice.

我累了。

I seem to always get in the wrong paths. Get in paths that are not fruitful.

理智的感情，为爱情；
不理智的感情，为一厢情愿；
没有感情的理智，为不懂得去爱。

Its always about finding the midpoint balance between the Conscious Logic, and Feelings. Have I found the equilibrium? That is what I should know. But yet time and again, I have allowed (or rather, I seem to have no control over) allowed myself to follow my feelings. A bane, or a boon?

/rant

Enough about random stuff...

Besides being busy with SIP, sorting out AG Comm matters (talking alot to my committee members), and the upcoming Recruitment Drive, haven't been playing comp games. Instead, I've been talkin to Fan Shu lately. Hey, its effective stress relief! XD Then lately she's into bullying lao fu zi. Hmph! Because I dun have many emoticons, and her bleh looks better than mine. Hahah! tsk tsk...

Met ziting in school today! Had to go back cos gotta update my understudy quatermaster on what had been going on, as well as get the scores for tomorrow's performance from our instructor. Then just nice met ziting coming out with her friends. Haha! Which made me remember, during the China trip... that time we were taking the lift up, and that particular glass lift always stops on the 13th floor - probably cos the Spa and Massage Center is there and they want people to visit it. But during then only a few of us noticed, and ziting didn't know. So I was saying in the lift, Later you all see, the lift will stop at the 13th floor... Then she said You think too much le ba... And it really stopped again on the 13th Floor. XD I was right! Hahaha...

Aha...

9:48 PM