"At the end of the day, its about what people think of you."
- so true
3:37 PM
Monday, May 15, 2006
车.情.夏
一辆跑车。
超快感。
热火纯情。
奔驰在不见尽头的高速公路上。
没有顾虑。
没有约束。
对逻辑，规律视若无睹。
“爱情，就是冲动的。”
一股热气，从下，直冲而上。
没有路边的指示牌。 没有安全带。 路边的围栏也不存在。 这般，这般的鲁莽。 发生事故，只在咫尺间。
从高处，
往下坠
往下坠
往下坠。
眼见就要着地
闭上了双眼
不想再思考
突然间 轻飘飘的 似在飞的感觉
悬挂半空
浮起来
扇动翅膀
一阵凉风吹来
希望的双翼 在灿烂的阳光中 闪烁了片刻 消失在温暖的夏日中
给了我
莫大的鼓励
(Just a little something that I just thought up ^^ Had to express, based on what I was feeling)
12:12 PM
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Clocking my longest ever phone record: 0:48:48
Xue Hua - my new found friend! XD
Hahaha... She's SO farnie la.
Now, normally people would think I'm from China, not a Singaporean. Perhaps cos of my Chinese. Or my looks. Whatever it is. But she's the FIRST person who THOUGHT I was Malay o.O
She's super dao dan la... Unintentionally, I made her paiseh 3 times today. Cos she approached the MAG (Malay Arts Group) OUTSIDE of Arts Space (she didn't know I meant INSIDE) and thought they were guitar. So they had a good chuckle and asked her if she wanted to join MAG? Hahaha!
Well she had practically not seen me before today, and from my deep voice, she thought I was fat. Quite the contrary.
Lol and (i think its because of her propaganda), it seemed like quite a few of her frens are interested to know what I was like.
Her impression of me was someone whose English was great, and didn't speak Chinese. Till just now on the phone, I proved I spoke Chinese. XD
So I was telling her, today was a day full of surprises for her XD
Initially she said I looked like her cousin. Then she called me Uncle. (yes janelle, your UNCLE Joel). Now I'm Lao Kok Kok. XD Said I was slow in responding to her SMS. Lol...
So yea we suddenly became good friends. Lol!
11:33 PM
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
Heard 五月天‘s 知足 yesterday. Looked at the lyrics today. And my god was I touched! It describes exactly how I feel.
These weeks have been quite hefty for me. Alot of reflections. Things happening. Like I just told my friend, going around alone give you time to think and reflect. Sort out your thoughts. Gives you freedom. Its not always being antisocial.
I managed to tell myself (again), things can work out differently with different people, but ultimately, feelings stem from having an understanding. And most importantly, you must be true to what you think you are feeling. Only then you can talk about pursuing any goals. Else, everything will come to naught. And it makes you look bad anyway.
How many times have I been true to myself?
7:59 PM
Saturday, May 06, 2006
心头一块大石砸了下来（不是放）
I believe I grew wiser tonight.
I dunno whats come over me tonight- I'm feeling shag (MI3 + LAN), and BOLD. Too bold for my own good, to myself. But in kelly's terms, I think she would be proud of me. XD
I came, I saw, I fell.
Basically that. Tis true that you should say out what you truly feel. But the true test (and which, is not always being said AND done) is how well you take the results.
To distinguish between what is true, and what is not.
I can move on to a new chapter in life.
Have I truly?
11:06 PM
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Dinner with a SLEEPY Mashimaroo
Hahaha... Fan Shu was so tired when we met. Kept saying 我很累！Haha... Poor child- haven't been getting enough sleep (or regular sleep for that matter) since her camp finished. And she just got traumatised by Bubble Tea earlier today. XD
Hee~
Went to Best to get her iPod fixed- the person said it'll take 2-4 weeks, and she was like :O 2 - 4 weeks without music! Hahaha. I suggested the CD Player =P
On the way I thought I saw Sheng Hong and Kel: I'm sure that was Sheng Hong, but i just asked Kel online and she said she wasn't there. Oh well. Look alike!
Then we went to Pastamania to eat. She wanted Alfredo, but wanted the cream sauce to be changed to the tomato herb sauce- when the guy came, he said "Here you go, SPICY Chicken and Ham Spaghetti" and fan shu was like "Did he say SPICY?!" XD Well actually it wasn't spicy. I had Vogolia and yergh: the cream sauce SURE is filling.
Then I was playing around with my cam, and found that the shot of the remains of the tomato and herb sauce in fan shu's plate looked interesting. I showed her (technically it looks like a plate of mashed intestines in a blood colored lighted room of some sort) and she got turned off XD
Lol... after then we just took a walk to the interchange and took the buses home (i waited with her for her bus 10, during which four 67s came and went XD). She was so sleepy! I was trying to lame to crack her up and keep her awake, but i thik we both got more tired =P
In the end I took 31 home, and there was this couple who wanted to go to Safra. The uncle kept saying they should walk (crazy), there'll be a big jam. I was like, why?
When the bus got near the Safra area, there WAS really a big jam. Cars everywhere. People standing on nearby overhead bridges. Seems like something big going on at the Safra. I'm guessing its a rally, but I couldn't be sure.
Gotta do some booth tending tomorrow.
9:17 PM
I just saw the female version of JJ in the office cafetaria o.O Exact duplicate!
9:08 AM
Monday, May 01, 2006
Traumatised
Taught lk and lye guitar basics today. Started with Qing Fei De Yi... Lk has a stronger affinity for strumming patterns, while lye learns better at changing chords. Haha...
Then after 2 hours we were all quite seh already, so we went to the mama shop nearby. Bought a puff and a drink- which I chose, ingeniously
GINGER Beer
MUTTON Puff
Now, I don't have any prejudice towards mutton, but this was really bad. The mutton was tough at first. Then it started to taste stale. Then the middle portion tasted squishy and bitter. *freak out*
The ginger beer was soda water with the aftertaste of ginger. I was never a big fan of ginger anyway...
Gee~
6:05 PM
14 ThinGs tO knOw abOut Me
Name:
Joel
Nickname:
hOrse
Gou Xiong
Lao Fu Zi
Location:
Singapore
Sex:
Male
Religion:
Naturalist
Birthday:
3rd July 1986
Zodiac:
Cancer
Occupation:
Student
Contact Me:
lameable.jo@gmail.com
MSN
brotherhood_of_nod@hotmail.com
Status
Blessed-ly Attached 081106 to Wang PeiShi~ <3
Favourites
~ Being with my Darling~
~ Play MMORPG
~ Write song, play guitar
~ Learn new stuff
~ Sleep
