I only want to be with just YOU forever~ - Your Guardian Angel: That, is me

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

That, is me

I can feel a blend of different, sometimes contrasting emotions at times.

Maybe its the result of my being a person who tends to overthink on matters - or maybe, it is the cause of my overthinking.

Nevertheless, I can then feel 2 emotions at one given time, caused by multiple matters weighing on my mind.

Like right now, I'm feeling 1) elated and 2) hesitation 3) confusion.

Interesting?

As always, I don't like to come directly to the point, and as such, I will provide metaphorical scenarios.

Elated, that it seems, there is, a new light in my life at this moment, one that just appeared, a totally new light, and I find myself, invariably drawn towards this light like a moth to a light source in the dark.

Hesitation. Held back by past ties. Am I forsaking one for another? Will others see it as a lack of devotion to the cause?

Confusion. Has the past really become the past? Or is it still clinging on, not in a malicious way, but rather, like a flower bud in winter, waiting for summer to come, and it can bloom to a perfect blossom, if I permit myself to wait it out?

Shortsightedness?

Waiting for long term yields?

Or is it

Grabbing an opportunity?

Knowing when to give up?

10:47 AM